bandwagon.

Okay, finally, after all that resisting, I've finally accepted Taylor Swift into my life. Her songs are very catchy and she does have a nice voice. Her long, blonde, curly hair still looks incredibly fake to me...but it's hot. Her SNL episode was pretty hilarious especially her monologue. I guess I really do have a thing for tall, long haired, skinny girls. Her face looks like a bunny. I love bunnies.

I just dl'd John Mayer's new album Battle Studies and it is the Awesome. Much better than Continuum and I would recommend it to everybody. There's a song on the album called Perfectly Lonely and the lyrics could not fit how I feel any better than this..

"I see friends around from time to time

When their ladies let them slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say

Nothing to do, Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, No one to be
Is it really hard to see

Why I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely

I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong"

I realized yesterday, I can be a real dick. I don't try to, but I don't try not to. Honestly, half the people that I'm a dick to I really couldn't give two shits about them. As I'm getting older, I'm starting to see which so called "friends" are going to benefit me in the future. Parents always told us to make good friends and I'm really starting to see how important it is to surround yourself with good people. So many useless and annoying people in my life that are always complaining or venting to me about their problems. They don't realize that I don't give a shit. But that's my fault I guess since I don't say anything. I have my own problems to worry about. No I'm not selfish.

On a lighter note, the drama IRIS is really really good. I've only watched up to about episode 5 because I can't find subtitles for the rest but man, it's awesome. It has so much action and not to mention the beauty of Kim Tae Hee helps a lot too. She hasn't aged AT ALL since the last time I saw her which was like four years ago. In the drama, she cannot get any hotter. She's cute when she cooks, cute when she eats, cute when she cries, cute when she's mad, cute in the morning, cute when drinking, and cute without MAKE-UP. Can you say perfect? And since when in Korean dramas did they start allowing full make-outs. No more extreme hugging or puppy kissing? I'm probably just jealous of the Lee Byung Hun. Nice upgrade Korea. It's about time. You're only about decade late. Here's the cutie

kitkat.

I should be finishing my take-home midterm right now, but I need a damn break.

NBA SEASON IS FINALLY HERE! All the anticipation for this upcoming season was well worth it. Lakers started off with a win on their Championship Ring Night. The smile on Kobe's face was so contagious that it made my whole family sit there grinning at the TV. I may not know Kobe personally, but man do I respect the guy. Not only is he the best at what he does, but works harder than anyone to BE the best at what he does. I just read today that other superstars in the league, such as Dwayne Wade, have a picture up in their workout room of Kobe to motivate them. That's just crazy. And a bit gay. No-homo. I wish I had his work ethic. Hard work ethic brings home little goodies such as this...

I just realized that lately most of the people that I talk to, minus Julie haha, have some sort of girl/boy problem. Seriously though when they tell me about it along with all of their problems and insecurities, I laugh in my head. Maybe out loud for some. People don't want to get hurt and that's obvious. To me they're just digging themselves a bigger hole thinking they found the so called "treasure" only making it harder to get out. They think they've landed on the "X" on their first try, but they haven't even SEEN the whole map. It's an "X" for a reason...cause they're going to BE your Ex. My treasure will be marked with an "O" haha. I learned the hard way and I guess you could say I learned from my mistakes and so will the friends that I talk to. That's a part of life I guess.

For the people stuck in those deep holes, I would play 99 Problems by Jay-Z for them on the ground above and walk away listening to Just Friends by Musiq Soulchild. Nice guys finish last.

shoe strings.

So an update on the recent girl that I met, she is ridiculous. What started out as innocent commenting on Facebook, is now complete annoyance. We started talking on AIM, she then asked for my number, texted, and then she CALLS me. All of this happened within 24 hours. I mean what kind of girl calls the guy first? Isn't that breaking girl code? I know it's breaking some kind of code and seriously, haven't been more turned off in my life. Didn't think someone cute could be so ugly within that short time frame. Even Barney wouldn't hit that. Ugh...clingers.

"Can't tie me down like a pair of shoe strings."