eris.

The day I met you, I knew there was something special. The way we locked eyes and immediately there was a bond no earthly thing could extinguish. Who knew a man could fall for something so fast at the first glimpse of your beauty. The way you slid into my jeans without hesitation could make any man's fantasies come true. You're tall, skinny, and curved, but not only are you beautiful on the outside, but the inside as well. When I'm lost, you'll guide me home. When I'm bored, you'll entertain me. When we travel, you'll capture images of the memories that we'll cherish forever. What more could a man ask for?

My infatuation for you is an endless love. 'Til death do us part, Eris.

eargasm.

Many good albums have been released recently. Here are some of my faves at the moment. I need a new iPod.

OneRepublic - Waking Up / Owl City - Ocean Eyes

Switchfoot - Hello Hurricane / Hillsong - Faith + Hope + Love

Turkey Bowl this Saturday. I'm nervous but anxious at the same time. Sad that I can't participate this year, but I'm confident in my team to defend what's ours, the Championship Trophy.

"All Day, Everyday"

David "Shorty" Kim is back from Afghanistan. Time to destroy my liver. Patron shots and BeerPong anyone?

vivid.

I don't even remember the last time I saw you, but the news I just heard from my grandparents just gave me a vivid picture of you. Praying for you everyday.

I miss you, Dad.

boiling point.

You are fucking annoying. You may not be an actual hoe, but you think like one. Your constant need for attention makes me want to go to Compton wearing a KKK cloak and start screaming "Nigger!" Go fuck yourself. Watch what you say to me cause if you say one wrong thing or give me one wrong look, I will make you cry so much that you'll want to gauge your own eyes out to stop the tears.

Excuse my language, but I've reached my boiling point. Good thing no one really reads my blog. I'll probably delete this post later.

bandwagon.

Okay, finally, after all that resisting, I've finally accepted Taylor Swift into my life. Her songs are very catchy and she does have a nice voice. Her long, blonde, curly hair still looks incredibly fake to me...but it's hot. Her SNL episode was pretty hilarious especially her monologue. I guess I really do have a thing for tall, long haired, skinny girls. Her face looks like a bunny. I love bunnies.

I just dl'd John Mayer's new album Battle Studies and it is the Awesome. Much better than Continuum and I would recommend it to everybody. There's a song on the album called Perfectly Lonely and the lyrics could not fit how I feel any better than this..

"I see friends around from time to time

When their ladies let them slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say

Nothing to do, Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, No one to be
Is it really hard to see

Why I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely

I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong"

I realized yesterday, I can be a real dick. I don't try to, but I don't try not to. Honestly, half the people that I'm a dick to I really couldn't give two shits about them. As I'm getting older, I'm starting to see which so called "friends" are going to benefit me in the future. Parents always told us to make good friends and I'm really starting to see how important it is to surround yourself with good people. So many useless and annoying people in my life that are always complaining or venting to me about their problems. They don't realize that I don't give a shit. But that's my fault I guess since I don't say anything. I have my own problems to worry about. No I'm not selfish.

On a lighter note, the drama IRIS is really really good. I've only watched up to about episode 5 because I can't find subtitles for the rest but man, it's awesome. It has so much action and not to mention the beauty of Kim Tae Hee helps a lot too. She hasn't aged AT ALL since the last time I saw her which was like four years ago. In the drama, she cannot get any hotter. She's cute when she cooks, cute when she eats, cute when she cries, cute when she's mad, cute in the morning, cute when drinking, and cute without MAKE-UP. Can you say perfect? And since when in Korean dramas did they start allowing full make-outs. No more extreme hugging or puppy kissing? I'm probably just jealous of the Lee Byung Hun. Nice upgrade Korea. It's about time. You're only about decade late. Here's the cutie